Life without Journey: Day 1

Missing Journey....


  • Kat K
    Kat K10 օր առաջ

    Thank you so much for choosing to let, as much as you could, Journey be a goat. It was easy to see how proud she was of herself when you put her up on they hay and let her romp around a bit. So cute! Thank you for not being so over protective that she would have had a miserable life. She had a wonderful life--she definitely lived HER very best goat life, because of you, Jamie and LE. She will be missed. ❤

  • laura poynter

    laura poynter

    4 օր առաջ

    @Kat K thank you for sharing. Yes it makes me happy and proud for her too. She was such a sweet little soul that touched a lot of people . She was amazing loving inspiration to us all. She surely will be missed and not forgotten. Rest in peace our dear little Journey girl. 💗🙏❤🕊👍🎉

  • Sharon Forkin

    Sharon Forkin

    5 օր առաջ

    @kb lewis The live is recorded and you can always go back and watch it afterwards. Just scroll through the videos.

  • Carissa Rickett

    Carissa Rickett

    5 օր առաջ

    I couldn't agree more! Journey had a great life! She's always gonna be missed! And Lester u shouldn't be so hard on ur self! I just experienced a very traumatic event! Give it some time! 🙏 I will keep y'all in prayer 🕊️✨🙏

  • kb lewis

    kb lewis

    8 օր առաջ

    @Sharon Forkin I missed the Live. Is it posted on FB?

  • Mel Logue

    Mel Logue

    9 օր առաջ

    @Kat K thanks for the link...I was going to see if i could find it...this will be my favorite memory of Journey from now on..

  • Patricia Farris
    Patricia Farris23 ժամ առաջ

    I agree with you. My question came out wrong. We knew she would not live a full life. It just wasn’t long enough. Selfish of course. She is running and jumping in heaven. We will all see her again.

  • Alaitain
    AlaitainՕր առաջ

    I know The Feeling Personally.

  • Susan Van Leuven
    Susan Van LeuvenՕր առաջ

    So sad about Journey! She did have the best home and Momma and Daddy she could ever have had. Praying for Peace and comfort for you and your family. 🙏❤😔

  • Amy Herrera
    Amy HerreraՕր առաջ

    My poor grandkids are upset and confused as to why I'm crying... they don't understand death yet.

  • Suzanne Hansen
    Suzanne HansenՕր առաջ

    I can't help watching her videos over and over. She was a special soul.

  • julie lefler
    julie leflerՕր առաջ

    She was so special i cant stop crying God bless journey

  • Jamie Guardiola
    Jamie GuardiolaՕր առաջ

    So sorry for you loss keeping y'all in my prayers

  • Jamie Guardiola
    Jamie GuardiolaՕր առաջ

    Me and Fiance know the feeling all to well, we just lost our dog last month

  • Helen Cline
    Helen ClineՕր առաջ

    Could she been bitten by a snake,she was so active, not showing any health problems we will never know, I di know she is missed…

  • Helen Cline
    Helen ClineՕր առաջ

    New meds may be helping you cope better. Mine helps me…

  • Theresa McNeil
    Theresa McNeil2 օր առաջ

    So sorry about Journey. You guys gave her a great life. Journey was a angel

  • Paula Fernandes
    Paula Fernandes2 օր առաջ

    The little goats are gonna miss Journey telling on them when they climbing up the hay bail lol...God bless 🙏

  • Renay Shaddock
    Renay Shaddock2 օր առաջ

    What happened to Journey?

  • julie lefler
    julie lefler3 օր առաջ

    Its so hard to lose any animal they are part of the family take care of yourselves love your show

  • Deanna Calderon
    Deanna Calderon3 օր առաջ

    Sorry for all of you who loved cared and gave her the best life ever. She well never be forgotten. Journey was a cute baby. She lived a good spoiled life..

  • Terry Maze
    Terry Maze4 օր առաջ

    My heart is broken. Journey was so full of life and love. The farm just looks so sad today. Everyone is so quiet. Hearing you talk about her made me cry. Journey will never be forgotten 💔💔💔💔

  • Brett Cole
    Brett Cole4 օր առաջ

    Thank you for opening up a little bit. My initial thought was a sickness. All that time Journey spent with the other goats and those videos of her in the pasture made me think it couldn't be good for her. Now, I get she wanted to be a "Little". But with her compromised immune system, big risk. She probably couldn't be a part of "herd life" because any type of sickness could be lethal. A sickness that the rest of the herd would have a stronger chance because of stronger immune systems. P.S. Get off that medicine

  • Renee Deetjen
    Renee Deetjen5 օր առաջ

    Chemical imbalance meds sometimes take a few weeks to kick in. Please take your meds as prescribed, give it a chance to work. Losing Journey is like loosing a family member. Your response of feeling numb is just one way that we can feel when we lose someone we love. Please keep being verbal about how you really feel to Jami . I know she is hurting as well. Just don’t feel like you have to be strong for everyone else. We all grieve differently. Praying for peace and comfort to all the morrows that loved Journey and gave her the best life she could have!

  • Shiy Janke
    Shiy Janke5 օր առաջ

    Sorry for the families loss

  • J Nicole
    J Nicole5 օր առաջ

    Lester, we lost our hamster the same day. Tragic😭, we have 4 cats and the one was able to break her cage apart. I was at work and came home at 4 am and knew, something went wrong. I seen fluff on the ground, extra sunflower seeds in her bowl. Found out our cat got her again . Found out she had fell of the top of the dresser because our cat snatched her out of her cage. Found that she passed away 2 days later. Sunflower seeds not moved. I picked up her wood house, there she was, on top of all her fluff. She didn’t even have the energy to bury herself..😭. Saddest day ever. As a nurse,, I can’t call off because we have no staff to cover, bawled all night at work. My aid left me because she couldn’t tAke it. ( our babies are our babies!!!) the hurt is real and it consumes us. F us, take your day .

  • Violet Bluedog
    Violet Bluedog5 օր առաջ

    I’m so sorry 😞

  • Lori Renner
    Lori Renner5 օր առաջ

    I’m so sorry for all of your family’s loss. God love you

  • Mario Castillo
    Mario Castillo6 օր առաջ

    Y'all are running a sanctuary, first and foremost. And you did just that, Journey lived very well, lots of love and substance.

  • Isolde Curry
    Isolde Curry6 օր առաջ

    I'm so sorry for y'all's loss. Journey had a great life with you, though and you did the best anyone could do for her.

  • Dolly Terrazas
    Dolly Terrazas6 օր առաջ

    Sorry for your lost she was a big sweet heart 💕💕💕❤️

  • Janie Fox
    Janie Fox6 օր առաջ

    OMG - I was on vacation - how heartbreaking - - I hope she is running with my Nanny and Willie who has been gone for decades.

  • Cynthia Keen
    Cynthia Keen6 օր առաջ

    Lester, I’m so thankful you let Journey be a big girl goat on the hay. She enjoyed herself so much. I think everyone is missing her so much! Ty again that’s made me so happy

  • Debra Cornelius
    Debra Cornelius6 օր առաջ

    Lester you stayed strong when Journey passed because you know I’m your heart you did everything you could for her….🙏🏼😇🙏🏼😇🙏🏼😇🙏🏼

  • Debra Cornelius
    Debra Cornelius6 օր առաջ


  • june lodwig
    june lodwig7 օր առաջ

    I'm amazed how quiet the farm is today, I'm so sad Journey has gone but I'm so glad you all took the time to show us the many lovely videos thanku and r.I.p Journey😇

  • Celeste Nelson
    Celeste Nelson7 օր առաջ

    Blessed be your home

  • Tiffany Garibay
    Tiffany Garibay7 օր առաջ


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    Tiffany Garibay7 օր առաջ


  • Maribeth Spence
    Maribeth Spence7 օր առաջ

    it seemed surreal and somber like without her there. I think the animals missed her presence too.

  • Janis OConnor
    Janis OConnor7 օր առաջ

    I know Journey was not have a long life probably but did she go peacefully or in pain. I hope not

  • Sheri Brauner
    Sheri Brauner7 օր առաջ

    I'm so sorry for your loss 😢. We will all miss her too 😢

  • carolyn plott
    carolyn plott7 օր առաջ

    So sorry for your loss and journey known that you all loved her.

  • Kit Rodrigues
    Kit Rodrigues7 օր առաջ

    Miss her but she will always be in your heart. RIP Journey! ❤️

  • Mykah Shalom
    Mykah Shalom7 օր առաջ

    I haven't been active on here for awhile because my studies have recommenced but my heart is just broken to come back and this is what I see 💔😭 Journey girl lived a full life and I am blessed to have been witness to it. In my heart and prayers Morrow family 🙏🏼💔

  • Beth Nichols
    Beth Nichols7 օր առաջ

    Lester, it makes sense what you said in re: people with dementia and/or those in declining health. Something changes in their eyes, where the light and awareness seems to dim, and they just start to stare. 🙁

  • Brenda Fox
    Brenda Fox7 օր առաջ

    did you go look for Journey. Where is she. Please go look for her. I love her. Please.

  • Josie Guye
    Josie Guye8 օր առաջ

    You can’t change the world for everyone but you can make a change in the world. And y’all did in hers

  • Shawn Power
    Shawn Power8 օր առաջ

    Thats the teacher in you. 🐐♥️ hugs to the family. FYI. Autopsy is the term for examining dead people. Necropsy refers to such probes in other animals.

  • Gillian Silvester
    Gillian Silvester8 օր առաջ

    I think Journey effected us all, it was a sudden and unexpected for her to leave us all like that. Lester, even big guys are allowed to cry and get upset, now I am tearful again just writing. Love to you.❤

  • angela sheppard
    angela sheppard8 օր առաջ

    Yes Dementia patients are hard to watch deteriorate

  • angela sheppard
    angela sheppard8 օր առաջ

    I don't know the whole story of Journey. Can I get a link to find it?

  • M C Lentz
    M C Lentz8 օր առաջ

    My mother had a saying Lester, "The best way to memorialize the dead was to take care of the living." Seems to me you're doing a great job of remembering your Sweet Girl Journey by taking care of those she left behind. 💖🐐 Including yourself. I know you said you don't feel like yourself right now. That could possibly be a combination of your grief and the new medication💊 I am a retired nurse and my specialty was psychiatric🥼 nursing. Plus, I also have depression and I'm under Doctors Care for it 👨‍⚕️. I take medication, too. So, I know what it's like to "Not feel like myself sometimes", especially if the doctor changes the type of or with my dosage level of my medication. And I have experienced death and loss. I'm just saying I think I understand how you feel. 👩‍⚕️😞🌨️. What you are feeling is normal under the circumstances. You are Not Alone. ☺️

  • Lasvegaslady
    Lasvegaslady8 օր առաջ

    I've watched this video a few times. It seems to help me accept Journeys passing. The first thing I noticed the first time I watched this was how quiet it was, as if the animals knew something was changed. I don't know if they knew a baby was missing. Love to all the babies and humans. Thank you for sharing Journey with us for the short time she had.

  • Colleen E
    Colleen E8 օր առաջ


  • Todd Houtz
    Todd Houtz8 օր առաջ

    Need some fans in the stalls to keep them cool.

  • Penny Lightfoot
    Penny Lightfoot8 օր առաջ

    A death in the family hurts hundreds in your case. I'm just learning about this sad state of affairs at the farm. All my sympathies to all.

  • Peyton Edwards
    Peyton Edwards8 օր առաջ

    Did journey pass away

  • Raynona Bohrer
    Raynona Bohrer8 օր առաջ

    I had a kitten at 1 time and he could not walk and and I took care of him. And it's short while that I have him he died. O king cole was Merry old so.. That was his name. Love that kitten. That's the vet said there was nothing to do. I'll see him someday in heaven.. So I know exactly how you feel. Are special pets.

  • Noreen Schuetz
    Noreen Schuetz8 օր առաջ

    She will be missed by us all. But the tone around the farm is very mellow. We lost 3 family members to dementia and alzheimers. Its like they go from adulthood to infant stages. Its the only way I can describe that. Lester journey was a gift to the farm and you guys treated her with love, dignity and more love. She was a beautiful little girl. She graced everyone with her presence. You are all in my thoughts and prayers 🙏❤ 😘🥰😇💔💜💜💜

  • judith jackson
    judith jackson8 օր առաջ

    Bless her goat heart may she RIP do all the jumps she couldn't before her death she we'll be missed dearly

  • Catharine Armstrong-Larock
    Catharine Armstrong-Larock8 օր առաջ

    You should probably buy stock in the oatmeal company...just saying

  • Catharine Armstrong-Larock
    Catharine Armstrong-Larock8 օր առաջ

    Ivy did that because her daddy needed her

  • Catharine Armstrong-Larock
    Catharine Armstrong-Larock8 օր առաջ

    Not sure what med you are taking, but most take a bit more time than a week. Stick with it! It will help in the long run.

  • 2 percent (Thee Apartmentsteader)
    2 percent (Thee Apartmentsteader)8 օր առաջ

    So sorry for the loss of Journey. She was loved by us all. She was one of a kind, and such a sweet goat. We'll miss you. :(

  • Rochelle Hickey
    Rochelle Hickey8 օր առաջ

    Journey will be your little guardian Angel watch it over with all the others that have passed she's going to always be in your heart and soul we all loved her

  • michelle bailey
    michelle bailey8 օր առաջ

    Ty guys for taking us through journey short life time here on earth. She touch so many hearts. Im sorry for u alls loss my thoughts and prayers are with you all.

  • Heather Manuel
    Heather Manuel8 օր առաջ

    I'm so sad about Journey....tears are rolling down my face..

  • Laurie Swain
    Laurie Swain8 օր առաջ

    Missing journey. Thanks for letting us know and love her also. Your family is in my prayers

  • Tammy Meador
    Tammy Meador8 օր առաջ

    SWEET Journey lived her "BEST" life there with you all. Thank you for allowing us to be part of her life. She was such a Wonderful inspiration. She never once let her disabilities stop her from being a "Little". My heart is broken 💔 RIP Precious Journey💖🐐🙏💖

  • Diana Pena
    Diana Pena8 օր առաջ

    The egg made me laugh . After losing Journey and everything feels needed some Time to morn.journey will always be present on the farm.

  • Ro-Jean Straw
    Ro-Jean Straw8 օր առաջ

    I know that is good because the end is inevitable.

  • Holly Buchanan
    Holly Buchanan8 օր առաջ

    I'm so sorry for your loss she had the best goat life ever. Just think she is with Bam Bam Meg and everyone else. It will grow easier it just takes time. 💜💔

  • Judy Whiteman
    Judy Whiteman8 օր առաջ

    i am really gonna miss that precious little girl. she was one very special little angel. god bless you all for all the love you gave her,

  • jamiemc70
    jamiemc708 օր առաջ

    So sorry for the loss of sweet Journey, may God continue to bless the sanctuary and each one of you. 🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • Tintedturtle19
    Tintedturtle198 օր առաջ

    Thank you for loving her! Sending hugs!

  • Tabitha Prusakiewicz
    Tabitha Prusakiewicz8 օր առաջ

    I’m so sorry for the loss of Journey! She was here for such a short time but leaves behind a legacy! She had such a huge impact on everyone! RIP little Journey!

  • Brandeis Sports
    Brandeis Sports8 օր առաջ

    I’m so sorry for your loss. She was an inspiration to us all. She will be missed.

  • Lorrie Peek
    Lorrie Peek8 օր առաջ

    It's quiet without Journey. I loved hearing her in the background. She was a special girl and we will always miss her. She is why i started watching. She reminded me of a lamb i bottle fed. She died at 5 months. Broke my heart just like yall are broken now. It will take some time to adjust to life without her. Im so sorry. And poor Lester changing meds at the same time. That is rough in itself. Hang in there. Soon this black cloud will lift and we all will remember sweet Journey with a smile on our faces. She was truly special. 🙏🏻❤

  • iloveheechul28
    iloveheechul288 օր առաջ

    I miss journey so much and still tearing up watching you talking abt her. I hope all of u are okay. My thoughts are with u all❤

  • virginiaishere00
    virginiaishere008 օր առաջ

    I'm going to miss her big time! She was loved and she knew it! She was happy and it showed. Love you sweet girl you were so special. ❤

  • Mr. & Mrs. Osborne
    Mr. & Mrs. Osborne8 օր առաջ

    Lester ai think that you just have a peace within knowing you gave her a wonderful life! She was and is still very much an angel!!!! She has touched so many countless life's❤️❤️❤️❤️God gained an angel he must've needed her to help out with some bigger things in heaven💕💕💕

  • Elizabeth Lavallina
    Elizabeth Lavallina8 օր առաջ

    So quiet without sweet Journey. I miss seeing and hearing her. But now she’s running free and doing all the goat things! 🌈❤️

  • Pernille s. alexandersen
    Pernille s. alexandersen8 օր առաջ

    RIP Journey 😢❤️ she Will be missed

  • Melissa Morrill
    Melissa Morrill8 օր առաջ

    I miss Journey so much I love all the fur babies but Journey was my favorite. Thank u for all you and the family has done for her 😢💞

  • loretta price`
    loretta price`8 օր առաջ

    She live a great life and God knew it was time for her to rest thank you for sharing her with the world

  • Brooke Barnhart
    Brooke Barnhart8 օր առաջ

    I hope she has a very special resting spot on the farm. Get better soon morrow family she would want you to smile

  • Robin Gingerich
    Robin Gingerich9 օր առաջ

    It is so quiet without Journey.

  • Shannon
    Shannon9 օր առաջ

    I agree with you Lester, I would like to go the way Journey did. Fast! She was blessed.

  • Eileen Meenagh
    Eileen Meenagh9 օր առաջ

    Lester Jami and LE you will get through this, my heart goes out to you all. Be strong.

  • debbie ledoux
    debbie ledoux9 օր առաջ

    RIP Journey sending prayers 🙏to you all. She will be missed. I loved to hear her cry out for you to pay attention to her. The baby goats will miss her.hugs to you all❤❤

  • Rhonda Hodkin
    Rhonda Hodkin9 օր առաջ

    Journey is now in the littles special place with meg and patty

  • Barbara Gallaher
    Barbara Gallaher9 օր առաջ

    To quote Luna Lovegood the sky has lost a star.

  • Nina Fraley
    Nina Fraley9 օր առաջ

    Oh my! Its too quiet. I'm so ugly crying 😢

  • Vickie Crowell
    Vickie Crowell9 օր առաջ

    Sounds so quiet, especially the animals...

  • Janice Smith
    Janice Smith9 օր առաջ

    Lester you will be ok...It's gotta be hard on ya'll I know to look outside & not see Journey..It's hard on us too. Y'all took the best care of that baby & have her all the love that Ya'll had in your hearts!! Y'all knew her life wouldn't be long but that didn't stop ya'll from doing,giving,treating & loving her with all the love ya'll had!!! We all miss our Journey. Run Fast & Jump High Baby Girl!!🐐

  • Suzan Lee
    Suzan Lee9 օր առաջ

    My heart is breaking hearing about Journey. So glad it happened quickly. RIP sweet baby girl.

  • Jen Phrase
    Jen Phrase9 օր առաջ

    Thanks for the. Live video update. We will miss her too. Thank you for the guest starring on ricks live..your story helpped so much. Great 🎥 :)

  • Jackie Lisowski
    Jackie Lisowski9 օր առաջ

    I take meds for the same reasons.. if you don't like how it your gut. Get some thing else. It's okay to give yourself a time out. Everyone needs time to clear their mind.

  • Susan west
    Susan west9 օր առաջ

    I cry about Journey What happened?

  • B Whittaker
    B Whittaker9 օր առաջ

    Everyone so sad about a goat dying and I just simply can’t wait until my goat dies it’s the most annoying worthless goat I’ve ever had

  • Teressa Stancil
    Teressa Stancil9 օր առաջ

    This was a quiet video. Not only Lester somberly talking and the animals being calm but no Journey sounds in the background. 😢 I know this past week has had to be hard on y'all but you still had your fun times with the kids which helped get through the week. All of you gave that girl her best at life and loved her whole heartedly. Peace be with all of you. 🤗❤🙏

  • Donna Shields
    Donna Shields9 օր առաջ

    R.I.P. sweet Journey your missed already! ❤ that the Lester, Jamie and L.E. took such great care of her

  • Maria Kempf
    Maria Kempf9 օր առաջ

    Think of Journey as a shooting star. Burning bright and high. She did change us just by watching her. She will be missed.

  • Diana Vazquez
    Diana Vazquez9 օր առաջ

    And P.S its way to quite in the barn !!